Emotions have never been an easy thing for me; its as if I am emotionally impaired. I don't seem to feel them as other people do, at least, not as strongly.
Is that a sign of a sociopath? Ok, don't leave me alone with sharp objects. :-D
Anyways. Its as though I try to distance myself, to not feel or experience them. Very strange. Perhaps it is simply a case of not being very self-aware. Or perhaps there is a lot of bottling going on
... someone get the bottle opener!
Don't get me wrong- poke me with a stick and I'll cry. Or, at least try to twap you over the head with said stick. But intense emotions- happiness, lust, sadness, etc- they don't come through as clearly
...try adjusting the rabbit ears!
Strangely, all of this self examination goes on when in a relationship- why is that? Am I the only one that learns more about herself when her thoughts and emotions are reflected off another person? Perhaps it has something to do with what my girlfriend has gone through and is dealing with. I put myself in that situation and say "what the hell would I do?".
Who knows...
